Testo Falling Up

Things were happening
I felt the weight of the expectation on my chest
My mind was travellin'
But I swear that I don't remember where it went
Then you said things will grow in
So why do I feel like nothing at all is left?
So I'll keep on moving
If I'm standing still then I'll feel the emptiness
'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low
And I looked so stupid when I lose control
I'm alone in my bedroom and the walls are caving in
And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing
Oh, I'm barely breathing

I guess I'm feeling down but I'm falling up
And I'm breaking out but not out of luck
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough

Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
I gotta change me
And if I wake up now there's a chance to start again (Hmm, hmm)
But if I wait
Could I get back to the place where it all began before?
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh)

I got so lonely and you got so low
And I looked so stupid when you came to my show
I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in
And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing
Oh, I'm barely breathing

I guess I'm feeling down but I'm falling up
And I'm breaking out but not out of luck
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
And I hate the man that I've turned into
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
And I've come so far, what/why did I lose you?
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
And I swear to God I will make it through
I'll make it through

'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low
And I looked so stupid when you came to my show
I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in
And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing
Oh, I'm barely breathing

I guess I'm feeling down but I'm falling up
And I'm breaking out but not out of luck
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough