Testo Rhyme & reason

Oh well oh well so here we stand
but we stand for nothing
my heart calls to me in my sleep
how can i turn to it
'cause i'm all locked up in this
dark place
and i do not know i'm as good as dead
my head aches warped and tied up i need to kill this pain
my head won't leave my head alone
and i don't believe it will
until i'm dead and gone
my head won't leave my head alone
and i don't believe it will
until i'm six feet under ground
how long i'm teid up
my mind in knots--
my stomach reels in concern for what i might do or
what i've done
it's got me living in fear
well i know these voices must
be my soul i've had my grave
lying wired and shut and quiet in my grave leave me here
leave it to me to waste here
so young and here i am again
talking to myself
a tv blares
oh man
oh how i wish i didn't smoke
or drink to reason with my head
but sometimes this thick confusion
grows until i cannot bear it all
needle to the vein
needle to the vein
take this needle from my vein my fiend
i said
in my grave
lying, lying cold in my grave
the reason--my reason
take my head off this terror
the fearing won't come back
i can't see my mind's all wiped clean
the needle
make my great escape
i seem caught in time
my head leaves me behind
body fall cold
and i have seen heaven