Testo Far From The Same

Oh no, there I go again
Forgetting you're you, not him
Hate to put you on the fence
'Cause I'm still mad from things he did
You worry when I'm quiet
But there's a war inside my head
And even when I let you in
So hard for me to imagine
That it's just good, it's just safe
It's just that I only know heartbreak
So I push, push you away
'Cause I'm so scared it'll end the same
But you are so far from the same

I'm unlearning how to run
It's easier said than done
Lived in chaos for so long
Now peace feels like therе's something wrong

But it's just good, it's just safe
It's just that I only know heartbrеak
So I push, push you away 'Cause I'm so scared it'll end the same
But you are so far from the same
You are so far from the same

Where he was angry, you were patient
I'm done waiting for you to leave like he did
He was nothing like this

'Cause this is good, this is safe
I think it's time I give my heart a break
I won't push, push you away
'Cause I know that it won't end the same
You are so far from the same
You are so far from the same