Testo Parachute

Take the reigns again
It was a pleasure to finally fall asleep
Without a stir
Out there with tons of burns
I get a lost sensation
Sent through my brain and hands
I know I better escape that part of me
Before I learn I can't stand the counter turn
It's still a nerve I cant figure out
I will wake up fine in a place I love
By myself
Yeah it took some time
But at least I'm clear out of hell
I feel it coming on
I parachute alone
I'm a life that's not worth saving
It's apparent I won't slow down yet
I take control of that feeling you don't care
To believe in
I'm blind but I'm still leading
I'm finding modern healing
Is sold in the dark for some of us A strong sleep to sedatives
I fear I firmly hide from it all now
To quell the burn
I wont take the sound I heard
I'm going to find my own way to drown
I will wake up fine in a place I love
By myself
Yeah it took some time
But at least I'm clear out of hell
Hold my hands out like I'm starting to break
I'm seeing now what I'm doing to the people
around me
I'm not supposed to care this much
I ask myself; yeah who am I
Well, to anything
Have I lost my health
I still harbor all my anger
I've been staring at the color in my veins
How they stay
How I still feel I'm tired, but awake
Somewhere out there
There is someone thinking of what
I haven't gave them yet
And feeling that I can't in my disarray