Testo Weekends

Weekends, I'm bleeding
Kept secrets, I'm falling out
Stopping myself from texting you back
I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it

I don't wanna sleep
Don't have time to breathe
I wanna stay awake all damn week I can never sleep, I stay grinding
Look for me on the TV and you might see

Is it really that surprising?
Don't ever wanna fall 'cause I might bleed
I stay shining even tho I’m crying
He call me up like an addict 'cause
He might be
But I don't feel sad, now it's over
Everybody wanna say shit, I know her
Since day one I been a loner
Anybody claiming OG is a poser

Bullet to my brain
Woulda gave my everything Just to be like one of you
Swearing unto oath untrue

And you think I'm insane
'Cause I didn't feel the same
But maybe that's my plan
To feel more than standard

I think I deserve more than I want
So I went out and ran that shit right up
I'ma bleed out on the pavement
Don't need no one to save me
Nothing in my veins
I feel amazing

Nothing in my heart left it draining
All these social paradigms frustrate me
Guess I never really cared for faking
Run it back, here I am, you can't save me