Testo Sorry To Cancel

Hey, sorry to cancel
I′m in the middle of a spiral
My heart is a handful
And my body's out to get me
Hope you don′t mind
I haven't replied to any of your messages lately
I got eleven sixty-nine in my account right now
Bought a bag, I don't know why, I don′t want rest right now Went on to set another line, went off the script
I′m not equipped to hang out
In large crowds right now

My mind often plays tricks on me
Did I lie when I said I was happy?
Hard times being involved with me
I'm surprised it′s not all it's cracked up to be

Do you think I′m worthy
Never mind, that doesn't matter
I′m so grateful for my life
I can't believe I'm almost 30
I wonder when I′ll die, broadly speaking
Of course Even with the fog
I really feel you should′ve called me
Even kettle called the pot
You fuel the fire, can't bear the smoke
I don′t get it, everything feels unfair to me
But you're forgiven, I can′t remember anything

My mind often plays tricks on me
Did I lie when I said I was happy?
Hard times being involved with me
I'm surprised it′s not all it's cracked up to be
To be
It's not all it′s cracked up to be