Testo Chain Reaction

Sometimes i ask myself what is my purpose in this world
i tried so many times to fit in but it never ever worked out
every path i take seems so useless in the end
i can't afford any success i keep failing again and again

i feel like i'm forever cursed
i realise that life beats on me
a chain reaction and i can't escape - i can't get out! -

my thoughts are a mess paranoia is inside me
am i overlooked? did i do something wrong?
this wretched state of misfortune i'm in
my will is crushed i can't rebuild it the way it was before
that's the harsh truth i have to deal with
lady luck turned her back once again

i feel like i'm forever cursed
i realise that life beats on me
a chain reaction and i can't escape
- i can't get out! -

trying and failing - a neverending strife that keeps me alive things i tried to reach in my past become unreal dreams
i will walk this path alone forever till the end of time
just when i thought is was out
... this demons pulled me back - in!