Testo Looking Inwardly

I delve into myself ceaselessly But I rarely see What I want to see Embracing the future Forgetting the past Loves lost and misfortune The chaos and the crass I'm wary of you But you're oblivious to me I'm chained to your ego And there isn't a key I play with emotions But never my own Don't you recognize me Try looking inwardly But you won't see me Such a strange situation As I wallow in waste That such a trivial victory Could put a smile on your face Using me as the scapegoat For what you want to believe So I'll just bow out politely And tip my cap as I leave Comme ci comme ca My eyes are wide open Yours are closed It's time you realised I'm a part of you Look inwardly Don't bleed for me Look to yourself.