Testo Tragedy

I don't even care
I want an escape
A road to run away
From your mental fucking rape
You said that it'd be different
But I am just a hound
Inherently a dog
For you to knock around Every time I fuck you
You're in a paradise
But when you lose your mind
You prey on every other guy
I am sick of your abuse
I am done...I always fucking lose
We woke up in love
But you went to sleep a drunk
When you threw me the keys
To every dream, your every love
You treat me like a cage
When you want to fucking rage
I give you all the space you want
But you will never change
I lifted up your heart And the life that you dismembered
You'll probably forget
But I will remember
Well I'm trying to show you the way
Convince myself
I am your saving grace
I'm right there, right with you
Try to help you follow through
I've been here
I've done that
Always find me pulling you, pushing you
Well I'm trying to show you the way
I'm not an infiltration
I am what saves
So damn close
So damn far
Can't carry you anymore, anymore
I've been here
I've done this
Guess I never learn anything anymore
I am all you've ever wished for