Testo Deconstruction

I'm standing here waiting here
Hoping for this shit to end
But I can't explain the things
That you have done to me.

I, I changed my mind
This ain't the first time
I'll avenge they have sent me, All of the answers that I want.

And you know
This ain't the first time
I am my own enemy
Standing here
How could I ever go on
Can you hear me breaking off

Brah a guilty detonation
Do you crave attention.
I I, I swear I try to see
Your honesty, what honesty

And you know This ain't the first time
I am my own enemy
Standing here
How could I ever go on
Can you hear me breaking off

Fall before me.