Testo Wasting The Years

What have I done
To deserve this kind of isolation?
Just tell me what went wrong

The silence is getting louder
It's making my head explode
How long can it last?
Voices in my head telling me
I've lost you and me,
I face the white walls around me
and the dead flies on the floor
Feels like they are watching me

Is this the price I have to pay?
Because I left you
lost you somewhere along the way?

And I wasted all my years for you
All my time with you I felt so sad
And I wasted all my tears for you
I wish that you had seen me cry
And now I'm on my knees for you
And I wonder if you ever think of me
Tell me why I was not strong enough
To deal with the pain you caused