Testo What You Want

Woke up from another dream with the clouds in my head sat down by the window watched the sunrise burning red I guess I'm doing alright now but there's too much time to kill I can't forget you lying there so still Picture back to another time I see you sitting here you said would you ever forgive me if I chose to disappear I turned away and closed my eyes I didn't think I could If that's what you want I guess I would if that's what you want I guess I would You know I can't live like everyone else nothing ever seems that simple in my head feel myself slipping away don't want to wind up helpless in my bed This time I want to get out and walk but I think I'll fall I can see myself in so many ways but I curse myself instead was there something I should have done something else I could have said you know I tried to change it but I can't forgive you still If that's what you want I guess I will if that's what you want I guess I will You know I can't live like everyone else nothing ever comes that simple in my head feel myself slipping away tired of waking up lonely in my bed This time I want to get out and walk but I think I'll fall this time I want to get out but I think I'll fall