Testo suicide

Living behind the wall I've build, closed from the outside world.

Maybe I'm afraid to fo face the things I've made.

I'm not happy where I stand.

My toughts making me believe I'm hiding and I'm lost.
But I'm, not trying to escape.

Because this is where I belong



Each day get's harder to survive,

It makes me think of suicide

I'm not happy with myself

But I'm not trying to be you


Inside I'm hoping for someone to get me out of this shit.

Maybe I'm afraid cause I know I'm just a freak.

Sure, I'm not good enough and absolutly not strong enough,

to face the outside world.

Soon I cannot take no more

that will be the day I die.



Each day get's harder to survive,

It makes me think of suicide

I'm not happy with myself

But I'm not trying to be you



I know I must hold on, but how can I forgive myself for the things I've did wrong?

I just can't!

People say I'm strong but I know I'm not!





Each day get's harder to survive,

It makes me think of suicide

I'm not happy with myself

But I'm not trying to be you

I just wanna die

just wanna die

wanna die