Testo Stygiophobic

I hope this is as close to hell as I ever get

Is our very existence shackled by irrational fear of hell
Terrified of suicide but desiring death as well
Cant they see there are consequences
When will they ever learn?
Every night seeing dead faces? burn
Noone will be safe
To the will of god enslaved
Will I ever awake
I pray the lord my? soul to take

Cant they see there are consequences
For every?
It's life and death impossible
To? seat in hell

When will they ever learn?
Every night seeing dead faces? burn
Noone will be safe