Testo Lost And Forgotten

I woke up ,the sun will rise soon,
I tried to forget every day of my life I wasted away
It felt good to be alone
Nobody could hear my voice
I was sick for all these people
I took a deep breath
It made me feel strong
I just looked at the day before when my friend died ,
I tried to pretend that I care,
but I couldn't
It doesn't make sense anymore