Testo Undisclosed

Foooor reasons that I cannot disclose now,
You are not the only one who cannot see what it is I saaaay

Foooor reasons that I cannot control now,
I am not the only one who cannot see what is is you

For eleven months I never thought that this is how it would be.
I've never been so close to someone and yet I am so far. It's only now that the differences in our wavelengths do show.
I've never felt so constantly unhappy...

So blessed in this life although now I wish that I wasn't me.
Cannot begin to understand what it is that I've done.
I guess that at heart I'm just a selfish, self-centred man.
Can't even feel enough emotion to cry now.

Foooor reasons that I cannot disclose even to myself I know I am alone to saaahayayayayay ayayay
And never have I felt so confused in my emotional highs and my lows in dismayhayayayay ayayAYAY!