Testo Broken Vessel

Lay me out.
I want to feel the pain that you alone have felt.
Rip my very being, killing me.
Can I cease denial in truth spoken?
Holding onto deception.
Shake the hand that feeds the lie.
Walk the road of destruction.
Lead me out. I want to feel the pain that you alone have felt.
Rip my very being, killing me.
Can it cease?
Two sides opposing arrows.
Two faced I wage this battle.
Two heads conflicting, my life splitting.
Which one will prevail?
Hold up this vessel from the floor.
Force down, break what I've made; a lesser loses form.
Pick up the pieces; take what rightfully is yours.
Awaiting perfect conclusion.