Testo Low Life

I'm used to wake up soaked in sweat
in the middle of the night
with none in there to look after me
i didn't even mind
i pulled the sheets twisted in pain
hopeless, crying alone
and picked my jeans up, suited to hide
my rotten skin and bones
drag in the mud , now i drag in the mud
spotting the dealer for the usual scam

i pawn my values, i borrow from buddies
to all who care, give worries
but i can't care, damn all that
into this mess, i'm trapped
i grab my fix and get my gear
i run in for a spot
and desperately, to ease the pain
i end my life in vain