Testo Cold Blooded

At the risk of sounding like I'm still (hot blooded),
(I) thought I'd left you far behind,
where out of sight meant out of mind.
There are things here you don't want to know.
So just watch from far away, the picture-perfect devastation.
I'M NOT COMING BACK.
THE LIGHT YOU GAVE WASN'T MUCH FOR SEEING.
ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DEAD. THE LOVE THEY SAVED WASN'T THEIRS FOR SAVING.
At the risk of getting in too deep,
(I) thought I'd live another day,
watch their faces, hear what they'd say.
There are things there I don't wanna know.
So I'll stay behind, out of sight but on your mind