Testo Reflect/Regret

I just got off the phone with you,
and I've never realized how much you mean to me.
You've been there through everything,
you know everything about me.
How can I go on knowing,
that I've treated you this way?
It's only been a short time without you,
but an eternity with you would be my dream, the only thing that really scares me.
I'm sorry for being so persistent,
and always telling you how I feel.
Maybe I should just shut my mouth and listen up,
listen to what you have to say.
I'm sorry for treating you this way,
I need you by my side.
Please don't leave me now,
I need you more than I ever have before.
I'm sorry, please don't go.