Testo Reflections

Lost in the jumbled dreams
Discovering that everything's not what it seems
Emotions sweep in and out like an angry tide
Drawing me into a strange, wild ride

Wandering through a web of lies
My soul descends and flies
Reality is always just beyond my hold The deception is not what I've been told

Clinging to an anchor in this sea of sad blue
Finding that now my refuge has vanished too
All I trust has traveled far away
Only the shattered dreams and confusion will stay

Sitting on the corner
Alone and afraid
Trying to hold on to the aspiration
For the life that I've made
Nowhere to hide, nowhere to disappear
Where to run in order to shed a tear?

I must dig down deep Somewhere in my soul
To find the strength to fill
This empty hole
Vunerable inside, it may take time
Long, miserable hours of pain
But I have nothing to lose
And everything to gain

Many are the storms that I have been through
Learning the hard way all might not be true
But still I will try, reflecting and wandering
So here I am now