Testo Finish Line

Raise a toast, tryna smile but I'm fightin' it
Won the gold and it feels like I'm post-Olympic
There's a version of me that would die for this
But why don't I see that?

Spoiling all I have for the things I don't
Would I be happier now if I had 'em though?
So focused on the horizon, I missed the boat Years I won't get back

Know I shouldn't cry because it fades away
I should be happy that it happened
That's what they say

You'll spend your life tryna be a winner
Then you're winnin', then you're sad
Spend your time tryna paint a picture
Then you paint it and it's bad
Wish that I could be more glad
To be exactly in the place that I am
Spend your life tryna be a winner
But the finish line keeps moving back
I come in second when there's no first place
I keep talking to myself and in the worst way
And when I blow out my candles on every birthday
I wish it, I wish it away
When I get it, I'm worried I'm gonna lose it
Don't believe I'm deservin' unless I prove it
Everything just depends on your point of view
That's what they say

You'll spend your life tryna be a winner
Then you're winnin', then you're sad
Spend your time tryna paint a picture
Then you paint it and it's bad
Wish that I could be more glad
To be exactly in the place that I am
Spend your life tryna be a winner
But the finish line keeps moving back

I just wanna wake up, wanna feel alright (Feel alright)
Do it 'cause I wanna, don't need no prize (Oh, I)
Wanna see the pretty in a sunrise (Ah)
I just wanna wake up, wanna feel alright (Feel alright)
Do it 'cause I wanna, don't need no prize (Oh)
Wanna see the pretty in a sunrise (Sunrise, in a sunrise)

You'll spend your life tryna be a winner
Then you're winnin', then you're sad
Spend your time tryna paint a picture
Then you paint it and it's bad
Wish that I could be more glad
To be exactly in the place that I am
Spend your life tryna be a winner
But the finish line keeps moving back