Testo James

Please
quit messing with my head.
I'd rather never know you
if the real you
isn't what you said.

So please,
don't let me down again, the way I know you're capable of.
The way I know you can.

Why can't I see you?
Why can't I let go for once?
Why can't I know you like I want to?
Like I want to?

I...I never bargained for this shit.
I had a feeling all along.
I should've known,
but never wanted to admit.

Why can't I see you?
Why can't I let go for once? Why can't I know you like I want to?
Like I want to so bad...