Testo Uncertain Expectations

Uncertain Expectations, not knowing complications that lead to me, I'm driven up that wall, it's hard to recall, I took a ride down to your home last night, didn't know what to expect, you kept me waiting for hours, guess I'll learn how to live with regret.

I try, to think about her, but the more I lose inside, I try, to keep it to myself, reasons to get me some help.

Trying, to let you go out of my mind, to break this hardened bind, of the memory you left me with you you you, you left me with all this time.

I'm stuck in this puzzle, scared of how it will turn out, the look on my face has been haunting me, for the past few days now.
I try, to keep it up, but the more I try, the more I find myself, searching for myself, I just can't seem, how to realize.

Nothing good but nothing bad at all, I just don't want to lose you, you make me stand tall, I loved you, more than I ever did, Uncertain Expectations grab hold of me.