Testo Remember Me Happy

I don’t wanna live no more
I’m a stranger in my body
I don’t recognize the person I’ve become
And am I doing this for?
I wanna say I’m sorry to the people that I love
Forgive me, believe me
I never meant to keep this all from
Sometimes I wanna what you [?] when I’m gone
Put petals on my stone
Remember me happy
Or not even at all
These thoughts are monsters in my head
The battle I won't win