Testo I'm Leaving

See, I've been sittin' in this room for some days
Wonderin' why you treat me this way
My friends are tellin' me I should go
But something's tellin' me I should stay
I know I don't deserve none of this
Sick of wipin' tears from my eyes
Sick of this emotional shit
But then I realize
That you bring me joy, but even more pain (More pain, more pain, more pain, more pain)
And I feel when I'm with you, I lose more than I gain
And well, with and without you, I swear, I'm goin' insane
There has to be something that is wrong with my brain
It keeps sayin'
Do you even understand the things that you say to me?
Do you have a clue how it hurts?
And when I think that I'm gonna leave
You turn around and try to make it work
I can't keep lettin' you pick me up
And let you bring me back to the ground
I gotta rub some dirt on these bruises
And face this final round
'Cause you bring me joy, but even more pain (More pain, more pain, more pain, more pain)
And I feel when I'm with you, I lose more than I gain
And well, with and without you, I swear, I'm goin' insane
There has to be something that is wrong with my brain
It keeps sayin'