Testo Despised

I'm here, lost in loneliness
And darkness blind my eyes
And my mistakes condemn my soul
But now I don't know what's right or wrong

In darkness I see passing
All that felt from my hands
I can't believe the price I will pay For decisions I took in my life

I can't be the only one
Why am I the only one?
I can't be the only one
Why am I despised now?

No matter what they say
No matter what they know
But don't blame me now
Because I'm not the only one

I'm here, hopless and despised
My faith has become tears
And my soul is burning in pain Agony and despair take over me

I'm here, drowned in misery
Without respect and pride
All I'd like to know now is:
Will it be the beggining of the end for me?

I only see what my eyes want to see
Now I see the price of being free
I only see what my eyes let me see
There's nothing more to see

Despised!