Testo So Quickly, Baby

I hate myself for how I hurt you
I guess that maybe you hate me too
On the weekend you moved out
I hid on my parents' couch
Got your message
Read it aloud
And I heard your voice
"We were two strangers
Living in the same house
I barely recognise you now"

How do you move on
So quickly, baby?
I'm still fighting you in my head
Why for you to live do I have to be dead?

When you wanted to look me in the eyes
And I kept them shut
The air so sweet outside when I looked up
The heat of that first year
Scorched skin and scorched earth
Yeah, I reach for you For what it's worth

We were two strangers
Living in the same house
I barely recognise you now

How do you move on
So quickly, baby?
I'm still fighting you in my head
Why for you to live do I have to be dead?

Yeah, I wanna be enough for somebody
I've done the time, the work, to be worthy
I wanna be good
I wanna believe
I guess that you've got that already

How do you move on
So quickly, baby?
I'm still fighting you in my head
While she's asleep on my side of the bed