Testo Fall From Grace

give me a sign...when will it be my time?...come around to my way of thinking...spent my life simply sitting idly by...by your side, but you were so blind...shocked alive with a shake and a panic...realization is no slap on the wrist...come to grips with the terms of termination...straight rejection, has it come down to this? don't talk to me...don't speak...don't be where am I going?...where have I been?...why do I breath?...and why do I sin?...could it be that you have forsaken me?...could it be your love for me is dead and gone?...misconception of perfection that could be real...why can't I be your somebody else?...so it seems you've condemned me for what I feel...you make me hate myself 3 A.M. and I lay with a blank stare...7 hours in a week and a half...lack of sleep brought about by conversations that I've had in my future, present, and past I fell from you