Testo Live and Learn

I'm starting to catch on to what you told me
But I shrugged and laughed it off and turned my back on you
So forgive me if you can for all the hell I brought to you
Before I put myself through it first
No, I was never proud
Just scared to lose my hold on everything that kept me so secure
If I was wrong, then you should know
That I was only watching out for those I loved Though it didn't look that way to you

You were scaring me to death
The way you never seemed to care at all
I couldn't take the shots you took at me
For trying to affect the way that you would end up

And I don't know where I'm going, but I'll never come home
And I don't know where I'm going
But I'm never, no, I'm never coming home