Testo Parallel

Calling late at night because I can't brave the storm
Rain against my window keeps me calm
I lay awake inside and since my world falls apart
He won't leave me whole, left me without
He left me alone
You left me alone, you left me alone

I can't take you back now Can't do right, I forgot how
All alone in this dark house
Can't get up, keep falling down
I like it, I go
I try, can't let go
Please, please forgive me
I know I let you down, it's not okay
Please, please forgive me
I'll make it up to you, I'll find a way
I've got to find a way

A big mistake, completely and what I did's unforgivable
Could denial about it, or I'll admit it though
Long as ain't no police around us then we ain't in the cold
I'm not only rapping about this shit, really live it though Wonder what she sees in me? Stashing guns strategically
All over the house, it even be sometimes I really sleep with he
Used to put more effort in it, I fell back on it recently
If that's what she wants to think, then fuck it, let her think it G
Heart been torn so many times, ain't no way it can be repaired
Even when I'm there inside my head, I'm not completely there
Smoking so much weed sometimes it competes with me breathing here
Forget I'm a rapper, still get mad when I see people stare
Can't enjoy a meal in peace, [?] goes it comes
Lost the rights I used to have, to do it, I'm still toting guns
She quit taking calls from me, but I'm still Jody's older son
Upgrading my Rolly's, nothing smaller than a .41

You left me alone
You left me alone, you left me alone

I've been torn so many times
I'm still Jody's older son