Testo Valium

I am not alright I started to lose my mind
I'm sick of being sick I'm exhausted
A bloody cross made out of broken bones

What am I praying for?
For better days? For a hotter sun?
For a better life?
A life I can stand without Valium I'm feeling a pressure around my neck
Don't touch me I'm ok

I am not alright I started to lose my soul
I am sick of being sick
A bloody cross made out of broken bones

What am I praying for?
For better Friends? For colder nights?
For a better life?
A Life I can stand without Valium
My eyecolor turn from skyblue to bloodred
I'm not dying I'm choking.