Testo Drowning

Why are sunny days filled with rain
How come every good moment followed up with pain
I'm so down and sick and tired of feeling so sick and tired
I hope I can be the one to say I overcame
Numb me now, fill my body up with Novocain
Help me see life in a different frame
They try to put me in a box but it's nearly impossible
No, there ain't no way to do it cause I'm already stuck in my brain I need to disconnect to connect wit chu again
Got so many thoughts I don't know what to do with them
So many ways to go, I don't even know where to begin
Help me choose the one that's leading to you in the end
I wanna smile but I feel like it's so pretend
Laying undercover I can see the storm rolling in
I got too much time on my hands heck of a spot to be in
No I'm not gon' break but God I know you see I'm starting to bend

Take me back
I'm crashing on my knees
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
So low without you
Take me back
I know you're all I need I'm drowning, I'm drowning
So low without you
Take me back

I don't wanna write a sad song
In a valley but I hope it doesn't last long
Got this passion inside me that is mad strong
I'm just another rap artist that you labels had to pass on
Why I am I the one you had to turn your back on
Gave you grace even though I know you're that wrong
What could have been is something I'm looking back on
Now I don't know if we could ever get back that bond
But that's okay cause I keep pressing on
An the Holy Spirit inside of me is making me strong
I'm seeing everything that is isn't that all along
I give it to God and He making it right stead of writing my wrongs
In the songs we like to talk about our pain an insecurities
Heart ache oh God I need surgery
Cause everything in my head was just hurting me
Hoping they hear you it doesn't matter if they heard of me

Take me back
I'm crashing on my knees
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
So low without you
Take me back
I know you're all I need
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
So low without you
Take me back

[?] who you see is not who I am
You've made me for so much wrong
I'm so much wrong

Take me back
I'm crashing on my knees
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
So low without you
Take me back
I know you're all I need
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
So low without you

Take me back
I'm crashing on my knees
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
So low without you
Take me back
I know you're all I need
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
So low without you
Take me back