Testo Down In This Hole

I try to slip away - you wanna make me stay -don't try to hold me back - 'cause I would break your neck -don't try to make a light - don't even come inside -you won't like what you'll see - untangle you from me -you wish I had my wings - like puppets have their strings -I like the dirt i'm in - hide in my filthy skin -don't try to follow me - don't even lean on me -'cause after losing ground - you would not hear the sound- if there's a chance to heal these wounds in my hands -to fill this hole in my heart - to kill this hate in my soul -if there's a way - you know i'd like you to stay -you know i'm trying so hard but now i'm down in this hole -don't try to set me free - don't even rescue me -it fucking eats me up - and it will never stop -I know it's much too late - I feel so unafraid -and now it's time I guess - to concentrate on death...... dying so hard 'cause now i'm down in this hole - (kill me) -if you believe it would be better to leave -because it tears you apart -because it's out of control - if you'd decide -because you're sick of this fight -because it's fucking too hard - then leave me down in this hole