Testo Myself

I live my life day by day, hating it in every way
Sitting all alone, keeping to myself, far away from everyone else
Even though I feel alone inside, sometimes I find it hard to hide
It's hard to keep my feelings in, I just wanna express myself again
I'm gonna speak my mind
You should speak your mind!
I wonder how I'll tell you how I feel, and how do I know if this feeling's really real?
I don't understand the reasons why instead of speaking your mind you don't even try... you don't even care