Testo Unravel

Do I love you?
It's really hard to say that shit now
Since you started fucking around
Saying that you needing me now

Bitch where were you?
When I was writing suicide plans
Fucked up on xans Tryna get you outta my head

Bitch where were you?
When I was wishing I was I dead
Thinking bout' the shit that you said
Oh you was in another nigga's bed

But I'm supposed to save you?
They say nice guys finish last
And I learned fast

That shit's true
I don't even feel bad
That I put you on blast
And they know the real you
You went from a goddess with a god
To the side bitch of a lame nigga
That's you
Yeah girl, that's all you, yeah yeah yeah
Then you ask if I love you?
It's really hard to say that shit now

Do I love you?
How can I say that shit now
I was telling you then and you just turned around and

Watched me unravel and fall apart
You just watched me unravel and fall apart
You just watched me unravel and fall apart
Oh, oh you watched me unravel and fall apart

(And when they unravel the webs that I've spun
What shall be undone?)

I've been thinking the worst of you
Everything has been worse for me
Tell me what I am supposed to do
Every thought is just torturing me

Hoping that I get over you
If not soon then eventually
But every fucking thought of you
Is killing me, you're killing me

Situation led to conversations
Pour another one
Thoughts are overwhelming, fuck it, I can't help it
Popping one
Friends saying that they miss the old me, but he's dead and gone
New me about to be too, hand on a gun

Got a nigga bout to pull the trigger just to get you off my brain
Anxiety with insanity and a couple drinks
Depression mixed with medications , I just wanna numb the pain
And I know that you do too, just a different way

And I've been thinking a lot lately
And everything thought just works it's way back to you
Praying that you come save me
From the flood in my mind but all you ever do

Is pull me under, yeah
You pull me under, oh yeah
You pull me under, oh-oh-oh-oh, under