Testo I Hope This Finds You (Interlude)

I still see our silhouettes slow dancing on the walls
The tears I cried tasted like you
They fall so heavy now
Running like rivers but creating oceans
Filling the giant hole that you left
Or better yet, the hole that I created
Everything I see reminds me of you
Everything I eat taste like you Everything spawns a different memory of a moment we created
You are everywhere
I never thought that someone could be nowhere
And everywhere at the same time
To say, "I love you" seems too strong
But to say, "I need you" or "I miss you"
Feels like a minimization
I know you’re dying and i’m dying to save you
And it’s ironic because i’m the one killing you
And with every passing day I start to think
Maybe I cared for you more than I led on
Or more than I let myself say out loud
The fear of getting hurt again
Led to me hurting you
And for that I apologize I hope this finds you
And I hope you find yourself
And learn to love yourself without me