Testo Just Friends

I know it's been a while since I've asked for some help
And I know it's been a while since you asked me too
But I come to you with some secrets
I hope you can keep cause they're very dear to me
Oh I love that girl over there in the pink
And I've got some drugs up my sleeve

I remember someone saying that we almost died From driving too fast from trying too hard
But goddammit I need this
To stop feelings dead on the inside
I think my heart just lost a little light
But I picked it up right there next to your feet

And that's when I promised myself that I wouldn't leave without you
And that's when I told myself that I'd be okay after this

Sometimes I used to hide on the inside of my house
Without anybody and you'd always love to pull me out
We walked down the street to your house
We'd hold our hands, didn't go further than that
And that's what makes me sad
I like to think that you feel the same about me
As I feel this way about you
But I know I'm horribly wrong
That smile that you keep on your beautiful face
It sticks to me like a boomerang
I just can't get away from you

And that's when I promised myself that I wouldn't leave without you
And that's when I told myself that I'd be okay after this