Testo Nothing At All

Laying in bed and my cheeks are all red
From the blood rush of moving too fast
Tossing and turning's a little exhausting
I keep falling on my back
I didn't know sadness until all the madness
Began to take roots in myself
That version of me is a little more free
When I neglect my health
Now I'm too tired from being so wired
My nerves have been shot to the floor
I try to mend them but I'm sick of pretending
I actually care anymore
But sometimes it's better to bleed than feel nothing at all
Sometimes it's better to bleed than feel nothing at all

Reading the pages, it's taken me ages
But I'm ready to finish the book
They tried to tear them it nearly did scare them
When I allowed them to look
If you want to fake it cause I'm a disgrace
Then peel back my skin once again
But it's cheapened my name and now I'm to blame I forgot that I'm just not like them

Now I'm too tired from being so wired
My nerves have been shot to the floor
I try to mend them but I'm sick of pretending
I actually care anymore
But sometimes it's better to bleed than feel nothing at all
Sometimes it's better to bleed than feel nothing at all