Testo Just For Now

My heart beats loud enough to deafen me
And you keep coming to me in my dreams
And lights flash, I beg that you'll appear
In flesh and tell me everything I want to hear
And then again

If the pain is ENDLESS
How can I live? When the weight is RELENTLESS
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

MAYBE you can make it better
I don't need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you're unsure, coz we're been
Here before
I don't want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now

My mind plays with you like you're it's favourite game
And I shake, addicted to the drug I crave And I'm trapped, carrying this burden on my back
But I won't let you fall even if my body cracks
I don't need my body

If the pain is ENDLESS
How can I live?
When the weight is RELENTLESS
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

MAYBE you can make it better
I don't need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you're unsure, coz we're been
Here before
I don't want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now

I can't erase what we had
So please understand
It's not how I want this to be
Yet, I'm chained to the past
And I'm sinking fast
(It's) not how I wanted you to see me

If the pain is ENDLESS
How can I live?
When the weight is RELENTLESS
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

MAYBE you can make it better
I don't need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you're unsure, coz we're been
Here before
I don't want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now