Testo Diggin' Ditches

Sometimes I feel like pretending to end it all
I could pack up my whole life into a paragraph or two
Newspapers would say I was a good kid,
Newspapers would say I was a tragedy
But those newspapers will never know,
Just like you never knew and you'll never know me
So if they say I'm dead but they can't find the body,
Wish me well. I'll be diggin' ditches in Kentucky
Or a doctor up in Maine
Driving buses in California
First I'll live out a life and then I'll die;
Then I'll live out another life and then I'll die
And again and again and again.