Testo Instead Laugh

it's suicide,
but something's missing
i'm bound,
in flesh, it cut once
but all his life,
he was waiting
control,
faith left envy but all her life,
she was searching
so real,
followed her own,
suicide,
it never showed me

all that was true, for me
i'm not like you

but open your eyes
i drank from your mind
it tastes so divine
oh, all that we knew
it seemed so untrue i faced your life
come give me a try

soon you'll know,
what it's all worth
so real,
followed her own,
suicide,
oh, it's me you swallow

all that was true, for me
i'm not like you

but open your eyes
i drank from your mind
it tastes so divine
oh, all that we knew
it seemed so untrue
i faced your life
come give me a try

but all her life,
she was searching
so real,
followed her own,
suicide,
something's missing