Testo Never Understand

never understand

I never should have said it and now i regret it
never should have told you how i feel
never should have said i love you still
your silence stings my heart
dont be mad at me im so mad at my self
everything was getting better and i started feeling better when we kissed it felt like we were still together.
but i can never forget that someone other than me

i cant sleep tonight no matter how much i try
i cant stop thinking about you and me
and how you said that together we were happy
why cant we be together why cant we be happy
i dont understand you anymore and i really want to
and i really want you to understand me too.
why was summer so warm and winter had to be so cold
how come no one can ever know?

Why cant you hear when i say that I love you?
you just dont want to be loved like i do
every night is so cold and lonely without you every morning i wake up freezing
and i find that theres something missing
something missing from my bed and
something missing from my heart
your such a part of me and
i never want it to be you without me.
Im forever cursed to be alone only me.