Testo My Hardest Lesson

My Hardest Lesson...

Music and emotions just slides through me...
Everything I do is nothing.
It Fears me, it makes my spine shiver.
The pain of loneliness drives me insane.
I need someone...
I need you to accompany me through my hardest lesson. To love what I hate called love...

I need someone, to enjoy my life, my everything...
But why ? Why doesn't anyone favor me the feeling of hapiness ?

Why am I the one that destroys my porselain castle, I've just build up?
The question-marks are just too much...
I enbitter my life...why ?!