Testo Shoulder to the Void

I play a song wearing only my guitar;
I cut my finger cookin dinner for two.
You ask if I am ok, If I'm hurt,
and did I bleed in the foood?

I tried to treat this like a silver screen;
but there's more void than I ever knew,
I can't see meaning, I've let you down. I'm never gonna be,
I'm never gonna be,
a stable man for them or you.

buddha, I express my regret.
Joseph Smith, I'm glad you've left.
Put my shoulder to the unknown,
and let the void just swallow me home.

Girls laid out on my carpet,
naked girls all lying in pairs.
Girls go home to your parents,
I'm never gonna be,
I'm never gonna be...
Straddling the fence line
between god and lust and love
I've prayed all of my guts out
I've prayed out all my trust.

I'm never gonna be
I'm never gonna be
I'm never gonna be
the type of man that you can love.