Testo Obviously Obvious

Before this mess,
Everyone was still smiling
Everything was still shining.
I can taste your hate
It burns the edges like a flame
Burns my insides with no shame.
It's not so good
When every step seems to disappoint, I really wish it didn't.

This time I'll change
It's so obvious that I'm not obvious

Let down, I am
In the end we'll be numbers
Does it really make sense?
Be gone, so long
Change the past, I wish I could
But I really can't

This time I'll change
It's so obvious that I'm not obvious
I'd like to rearrange
And fall not so hard

This time I'll change
It's so obvious that I'm not obvious