Testo Reason To Exist

Does it try your patience that I have none left?
Does it make you mad that I'm bored to death?
Do you think your brain is worth a fucking dime
In this world of sex, treachery, and crime?

I've tried so hard to be a man
While latching on to other's hands
Don't need a reason to exist Just need a reason to be missed
If everything is AOK
Why have I still not found a way?
Don't need a reason to exist
Just need a reason to be missed

Does it suit your ego knowing mine is bruised?
Does it satisfy you that I was used?
Does it make you happy knowing I am gone?
One less thing to keep your mind on!

I've tried so hard to be a man
While latching on to other's hands
Don't need a reason to exist
Just need a reason to be missed If everything is AOK
Why have I still not found a way?
Don't need a reason to exist
Just need a reason to be missed


I can dig my path
without your shovel
does it shock you knowing
how much I can do?