Testo I Guess This Is Fucking Up

I swore I'd never feel this way forever. I swore I'd never feel this way again. And I'm getting scared that two people can never make it together. I know we're all selfish but sometimes I'm more than most. I'm losing touch, I'm losing hope, I'm losing what I want most. I'm running scared, become aware that nothing comes close. I waited and waited until it was too late. I regret til the end. I swore I'd never feel this way.