Testo Living In The Grey

I was hopeless in the bathroom with a rainbow bar
Took 27 years just to land this part
Was it all I ever wanted? Was it a dream come true?
I was looking in the mirror, saying "who the fuck are you?"

I brought my fears with me and some shiny shoes
They told me to be happy and applied me with blues
I had a picture with my family on the background of my phone To give myself some company but it made me more alone

And it hurts sometimes
Even when the weather's fine
Even when my child smiles
Yeah, people say it's black and white
But I'm living in the grey
Yeah, I'm living in the grey

I was pulling back my sleeves, so being salt
Clinging to the darkness like everything was my fault
And I held to the table, I could hardly move
Yeah, my voice was kinda shaky in this crimson leather booth

And I follow a whiskies mind tonight I should stay up late
And drink to the boy I used to be
And the man I am today

And it hurts sometimes
Even when the weather's fine
Even when my child smiles
Yeah, people say it's black and white
But I'm living in-

And it hurts sometimes
Even when the weather's fine
Even when my child smiles
Yeah, people say it's black and white
But I'm living in the grey
Yeah, I'm living in the grey

Oh yeah
Yeah, I'm living in the grey