Testo Decisions, Pt. 2

I’ve been, spending hours
Sittin’ inside my bedroom
Scrollin’ through my phone
Girl, I know that I should text you, but
What’s the point if I got nothing to say
‘Cause lately I’ve been stressing about the stupidest things, like
Will I really ever make it where I want to?
Is there even any reason I should try? I don’t know if I’ll be heading to the top soon
But either way I still won’t let my dreams die

‘Cause waisted potential is my biggest fear
So I sing in my bedroom in hopes that you hear
I love making music, I won’t ever stop
But I feel like there ain’t enough time on the clock

I just wish that nothing bothered me
I wish I didn’t care
Stressin’ for no reason
Got me pulling out my hair
I wish that nothing bothered me (I wish that nothing bothered me)
I wish I didn’t care (I wish I didn’t care)
Stressin’ for no reason (Stressin’ for no reason) Got me pulling out my hair (Got me pulling out my hair)

‘Cause lately I’ve just had this feeling like I’m never enough
I’m look around at all my peers, and I’m not measuring up
Not really sure who I am, I’m sick of losing control
And I’m not ever satisfied ‘cause I keep changing my goals
I let my insecurities and all my worries get the best of me
Same time, I ignore the ways that life has blessed me
Fans across the map say they like the way I rap
I don’t think they even realize, how much this shit is stressing me
And honestly, I don’t know why they all wanna talk to me
Is it ‘cause they like what I create, or just the comedy
‘Cause obviously this shit that I’ve been makin’s full of jokes
But if I try something more serious, will they still think it’s dope?
And if they don’t: “c’est la vie” I just couldn’t make ‘em see
That I’m meant for something bigger than just rappin’ ‘bout some memes
Hope they know that it’s okay, I’ll still love ‘em anyway
‘Cause without my fans, I don’t think I’d be who I am today

I just wish that nothing bothered me
I wish I didn’t care
Stressin’ for no reason
Got me pulling out my hair
I wish that nothing bothered me (I wish that nothing bothered me)
I wish I didn’t care (I wish I didn’t care)
Stressin’ for no reason (Stressin’ for no reason)
Got me pulling out my hair (Got me pulling out my hair)

So, yeah
That’s it
Thanks for listening, um
I’ll see you soon
I love you